Peom For Her

Get What I Mean And Will Know How I Feel

 He known her his entire life
He always dreamed to be her Husband
Just her smile made him heart melt
But he never told her how he felt
Forever hoped to have her here
Always dreamed to hold her near
Time passed and they both did grow
But still he never let her know

Perfect chances passed by him
But he just couldn't tell this girl
No matter what he'd ever do...
She still didn't have a clue

But one day his whole world did end
When he heard news from a friend
About the wreck her gotten in...
he'd never see her smile again

Now at her grave he softly cries
The tears running from sad eyes
This hurting boy whose heart is broken
All because of love unspoken

The Secret Crush
© Nicole Mecham

Things will never be done again.

I'm Sorry,
A friend of mine told me, what is the feeling when someone close are gone and  not there for you. He has shown me, the tears of pain. I will never never loose my Family from now. I'm so sorry guys!


I never know my words are that pain after saying it. "i really hope i can keep my word back." But what has done is done. the only things is to show them how much you Love them. even though you hurt them but still, they love you and want you to be good. 
"I just wanna say sorry daddy."


-Words you say may be a sharp knife that hurt someone
 It can also be Sweet and Love that can comfort someone in 
 nice warm blanket- 

Love Your Loving One Every Moment

P/s: Guys and Girls who read this please appreciate every single things you have around you before it gone. TQ

I miss Myself so much!

Time Where i go crazy. haihz.. is now all over!

Old ME

The New Me

I guess look like the same..

hahahaha.. but still not the happy me anymore!

What to do.. im so stress, im really feel lonely. haihz looking at ppl smiling is way different from you yourself laugh! Look time where i smile with my friend!

Izzit me smiling or what!.. haihz.. time has change. everything is change now! 

I just doing nothing now.. so

haiyayaya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

watch Me Playing when friends birthday! in my old working place, and my friend taking pic. is his birthday duhh!!!

damm pretty huh!!!!!!

oh yeahhh smle..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Past let it pasT~

Is just a past, so now just move on~ i wont becuz of you and i'll drop down! i feel like shake it move it... saturday! saturday! Ma birthdaY~~~~~~ oh yeahhh oh yeahh

Huh?? whaT??

Time past, when i listen to your voice i just scare i lost you.
why leaf are green, why we have to scare?
love, friendship, related, unknown.
Gods choose us to see all this in the world~
fear is always around us~
faith is in us~
show me what is in me?
sorrowness is always aside me.
change me, I want happyness! i don't want to scare No more! 
You can make me change myself to study,
change me also from Bad to Good!
Love, Money, Friendship, Cousin? just tell me~

爱上了你！

爱上了你是一件非常笨的事如果朋友们知道！

可是我不知道你怎样让到我爱上一位像你这样的女生，

可能这就是天意吧！可爱上你～可以亲到你～也算是陪过我！

可是我真的很怕失去了你这样可爱的宝贝。。。

我人现在就很像个蜜蜂被蜘蛛的网锁住了不知及时被蜘蛛吃掉～

哈哈哈！！

希望可以永久，不想这样快就失去了你！

小宝贝，我当你是我真真的女朋友～可能是未来老婆～^-^

你要什么我都会给你，虽然不是现在而是以后的我～

这样久里面你是为一可以让到我讲这句话的宝贝～

这个照片可每次让我想念你！所以就放进这个照片～

很希望你明白，虽然你觉得我烦可是为了你的什么都要做最好～

哈哈哈～～

I miss Sabah!!!!!!!

I really miss all the "kampung" friends! this mission has open my eye in d out side world! i really hope that penang and sabah is close together! haha but i know is just no way! But happy to heard that Astro got sabah and sarawak song! haha.. nice song lo.. haha.. shud be putting Linangkas- langkas!!! haha Tinggi Tinggi Gunung Kinabalu!! still very nice, sumazau together with it!! haha!!! oh yeahhhhhhhh!!! EeesssthEERrrr!!!!!!!!!!!